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Easter Sunday: The Jesus Dilemma
Today marks the most crucial date in the history of mankind. Hate him or love him, there is no middle ground. He’s either incited millions to mindless hatred or shown how love can transform lives to better the world. Everyone must make this decision for themselves. A lunatic or a savior. Who do you say that Jesus is?
A former pro football player lost in drugs, a former stripper, and countless others have experienced life transformation because of one man’s sacrificial actions on a cross.
In light of today’s economic news, worldwide natural disasters, human trafficking, and corporate greed…there is so much bad news going on. Countless broken families because of infidelity, ravaged by selfishness and hate. As the life pace quickens with each passing day, we find our longing for peace drowned out by the harsh realities of the world.
But maybe it isn’t meant to be this way.
Maybe there’s more to life than what I want and me going out to get mine. Perhaps life isn’t meant to be lived in solitude, me against the world. Maybe my self worth isn’t in what I have or what I’ve done. I sure hope it isn’t…cause I haven’t done much good but I’ve sure done my share of harm.
A friend of mine came in from out of town this weekend and we had the opportunity to hang out. It was significant because in high school I made life extremely hard for her. Looking back it wasn’t an isolated case, i wasn’t a very nice person to be around. High school and college were tough enough to just get through, let alone having a douche like me making life more difficult.
for a long time I felt the burden of guilt. i tried to claw myself back to good standing. i wanted to pay for my actions, it’s the only way that felt fair. if i helped enough people, it should offset the damage of my previous actions right? every step i made moving forward i found myself slipping and sliding two feet back. i tried so hard to be a good person. i tried to serve the homeless, i tried to help the needy, and it felt good…but inside it didn’t alleviate the guilt. I had built a prison out of guilt and each time i messed up I fortified the walls with another 6 inch metal sheet. there was no getting out.
life began feeling like sitting at a blackjack table and playing with everything i had but not knowing how to play. at first i was even with the bank but at some point i started losing and even though i got lucky on a few hands, hit black jack on other hands, I was steadily losing and seeping into the red. Another big loss and I’d be wiped clean. Once you’re in the red, is there even a point in playing? I just end up losing more to the house…
in my time of most need was when i realized a need for a savior. Some say religion is for the weak. That’s probably true. except in this case i think the full truth is “Jesus is for all who are weak”.
For all who are sick and weary. For those without hope of a better day, for those enslaved by physical or psychological barriers…there is hope. There is hope because a man who claimed to be God said that he came into this world not to condemn but to save it. He came for me and you. He came to save us from this life of imprisonment.
And if there is doubt to his claim we need to look at an impossible event that occurred nearly 2000 years ago when he rose from the dead, as he said he would. Because if that claim is true, then his other claims may be true too. If there is a creator of the universe out there who created me and intimately knows me. If He knows how high i can jump, how fast i can run, and how many hairs are on my head…it’s completely possible that He knows how life should be lived.
And if that’s true, then his claim that we are freed to love is true too. Freed of fear and of condemnation, I have every opportunity to live life as He intended. Because left up to my own methods, I think i’m screwed. I can keep trying to live a better life, but in the end I don’t think that’ll be enough. Maybe for someone else? Maybe if I had $28 mil to donate to a charity…but if that’s the standard of morality, i think we’re all screwed. at least we’ll be screwed together.
all i know is i sat and played and i’ve had missteps in life that I know I can’t repay. I cried out and I believe that Jesus came, settled my debt, and freed me from my payment. For that I’m forever grateful and I dedicate my life to Him.
but all of this hinges on one essential point. was Jesus who he said he was? and that, my friends, is why easter is the most crucial day in history.
Pure and genuine religion in the sight of God the Father means caring for orphans and widows in their distress…”
Louder: Deleted Scenes
A website picked up the video release which is pretty neat: http://www.channelapa.com/2011/04/louder-by-vision.html. Ohh and first online review from some blogger:
Rapper Vision has dropped an MV for the track “Louder”. The visuals are sharp and clean but very plain and a bit on the dull side. The song is fair, with a decent choice of instrumental but it didn’t exactly get stuck in my head. (atunes.net)
welp. not so great review but I can see where to improve (on the video side). hopefully this music video improved upon my last one and God willing, the next one will blow this one out of the water. so please stay tuned and come along for the ride! so much to learn, so little time.
fun fact: the four most expensive music video ever produced cost $13m, $7m, $6m, and $5m.
Vision – Louder
Ladies’ Lighthouse Mission Bowl: Team United vs. Southland Highlights
Part I: Teaser
Part II: United vs. Harbor
Part III: United vs. Kairos
Favorite Highlights:
@1:22 Cindy Lowe of Orange Turtle Photography catches an interception. Her husband runs on the field to congratulate her and she goes, “GET OFF THE FIELD!”
@5:45 I’m not sure which I enjoyed more…the ridiculous tip drill TD catch or P. Clarence’s reenactment of said play!
@12:27 The triumphant embrace of two OG United players who have watched this team through the years.
Ladies’ Lighthouse Mission Bowl: Team United vs. Kairos Highlights
Part I: Teaser
Part II: United vs. Harbor
Going through the videos I noticed some unintentional easter eggs that hopefully you’ll enjoy. Here are a few:
@1:24 fan reaction: “Do it for Henry!“
@5:33 Fon’s reaction to a dropped point after attempt.
@5:51 hard to see…but Emily’s flag pull results in a total de-belt pull.
@5:55 the Tang sisters were doing these dance sequences all day on the field. I managed to only get 1 clip of them doing it.
What was your favorite highlight of the game? comment below!
Ladies’ Lighthouse Mission Bowl: Team United vs. Harbor Highlights
Part I: Teaser
This was my first time shooting sports. Incredibly shaky the first game, kind of got into a groove during the semi-finals, but it got so cold during the finals the shakes come back.
Chiyo just sent her first trip update so for updates please email her at chiyori.A (at) gmail.com
If you are who you say you are…
Diversion Sound opening for Clara C on the Loveprint Tour (event info)
CEC Family Retreat: Squat Football
Ladies’ Lighthouse Mission Bowl – Team United
You see…Team United came from humble beginnings and were underdogs at every turn. We as fans were typically outnumbered 3:1 by our opponent’s fan base but our cries rang louder and truer. Years ago, the tournament lasted 3-4 games because they couldn’t advance past the round robin stage. We’d lose our voice (still do) and spend the next day nursing sunburns and dehydration induced headaches (yup, still do).
As the seasons went by, I saw a team mature in every aspect. I stood witness as the team went from underdog to perennial contender. A United player used to play the QB position, went on missions, came back to play Center, and this year anchored the Right Guard O-line. Talk about the evolution of a team.
I’m aspiring to follow that career path, so far my coach hasn’t let me take a snap at center yet.
Much has been said about this team (recap and photos), and much more will continue to be said. They leave the field this year victorious.

